i have nothing in mind recently, so i tried things to occupy myself and i still get bored....homework....empty......essays......not a single word. how lazy can i get?

have to do it. maybe this Saturday......maybe....

trying alot of ways to improve my drawings.....still i expect myself to draw better, but hey, every professionals take years of practice.

currently still working on my scanned drawing and consistence of hardcore study.

and boredom..

i dedicate this post to my friend Kiet Eie,

Life is nothing like a time line, when you are born, lord grant your soul a body, in return you must find a purpose and live.

What is purpose you ask?

Purpose is not granted by lord but it is what you want to do. Some people may ask whats the purpose of life? People who ask this question is either lost or lazy to search or make his own purpose.

When you are born, you are plain as nothing-ness. its like a blank journal. when you open the journal you write your name and turn to the first page, thats how your life begin. and at the middle, you will start thinking what you would find at the last page of the journal. you will find nothing because you have not decide your ending your purpose. so if you ever have a journal, turn to the last page and write your purpose. then your life will go smooth, because you have make your purpose.

i never know you would read this or even visit my blog. if you do and read this you might thought i am a simple minded person. i don't really care but one thing you should know is that your life is your own will. only you can change it other people are just guide or even nuisance.

in other case, you take life as a war. fight till you reach your purpose.

you never know till then.

now thou shall decide your own purpose.

Kai,

if you ever read my blog.

you become more positive compare to last time, i am proud that you have found your purpose.

even thought life is unfair, there is a reason and without a reason FUCK you-know-who. he is toying you and when you meet him, show him the finger. i am sure he have an explanation.

okay i know i am making a speech here. i know this year gonna be a long tiring year, everything have its end you know. hope that this year end in a good way.

THERE ARE STILL ASSHOLES WHO I DON'T LIKE SO FUCK YOU AND FUCK OFF, don't piss me off. i bite, screw, punch, kick, slap, shop, slash, knock, nail, step, stomp, chew, grind, poke, stab, scratch, cut, toss, throw, and lastly chain you up and burn you......

-THE END-

now here comes the credit.

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forget it.

recent drawing......colouring it.....and i will upload both in my deviant page.....please do give a few comments. as there is a human say, comments are love

Chinese New Year is almost here, another is about to begin, and 26th of Jan there will be a solar eclipse in KL, and maybe in the peninsular Malaysia. The estimated time is about 4.30PM~ 7.00PM so i have heard.

i will be in KL watching as the moon devour the Sun and the afternoon sky turn into the midnight darkness. pretty cool huh?

Today, i feel so lucky to see an event the is so.....magical as they say.

i will post those photos if i get to snap it.

okay i shall upload more later....

okay because blogger sucks at uploading my pictures i have to split it into a few post....pardon my stupidity

okay thats what me and my class and my mates for this year did. first week of school.....

I don't know why but i felt fulfilled. must be something i did... never mind that, fulfilling your desire is not just for yourself but you can do it for others too.

hmmmm.... i wonder what will be next? help someone fulfill their desire makes you happy too don't you think? after all sharing is caring and help others too. So anyone who read this post, you guys will not really get much positive post from me anytime soon unless there is something special going on.

So till next time- i shall be back with my classmates pictures as i promised.

alright i got my scanner back and i will try to upload as much artwork as possible and colour it and upload it and render it and render it......okay now i am lost but anyway you guys who ever visit my blog often will see my artwork soon enough......(if i ever have the time to do it)....

the sky remain gloomy for 2 days now, i enjoy the weather like this in bed and hibernate more then 12 hours a day.

but not this time, i have face defeat once again in battle. as i retreat with my wounded men. i send my messenger back to the palace where my report of failure shall read by my father the king.

i was ask to return to the palace. i was questioned in the courtyard about my failure. how shall i face my fellow allied kings when they ask me how was the battle that lead by my son? my father asked. i remained quiet. he continued questioning me and i remain quiet and speechless the whole time.

i have finally realized that all my father think was his selfish reputation in front of his fellow allied leaders. i grab my sword and leave the courtyard without looking at my father's eyes. i was hoping he would show me his love to me as i fought countless battle for his reputation. this is what i get for so much i had done for his name.

i have decided i shall fight my own war only for myself not for any others name except for the one i love most.. the valkyrie...

okay this what i feel like writing and its nothing to do with anything i just have itchy fingers....

i shall update more aye? here ya go~ more random pictures i took