Cursing

FUCK YOU SON OF A BITCH!

I WISH I NEVER ACCEPT THIS FUCKING JOB!
THIS IS NOT MY SHIT!

you said "I" am the only person who can rely on now. and what are you doing now? enjoying paradise with your dearly beloved while me and your right hand man burning the midnight oil doing your shit. i can see i am the only person you can rely on, even if i am the hero i don't want to be your hero. good fuck yourself!

thank you and good night~

...

its been awhile now, i just wanna say, i sometimes can't be there when you in need of me or know how you feel whenever you feel depressed, angry, pissed. i can only see skin deep. whatever beyond that its a mystery. sometimes you have to tell me, call me slow of whatever you want.

i just realized i don't know you much.

BULLSHIT!

you gotta be fucking kidding me.....i've been delaying my work for your shit and now you wanna take my birthday away?.......damn you pussy!

okay have anyone told you before that your face have the word selfish written all over it?
did anyone told you before that the word "boot-licker" is written all over your tongue?
well i am telling you now.

your face is like a pussy that only think about yourself and never think of others. if the other who think you are selfless.....they're just blind or too retarded to realize....

if you are thinking that you are too smart for people like me then don't rely on me....go find someone else....when you need someone you treated that person like god and when you don't need em' you treat like trash....so go fuck yourself...i won't do it anymore...

with your i-am-too-smart-for-you timing and management....the world will end before the time given by god....

we're doing your shit while you and your girlfriend chit-chat happily doing your school work while i DITCH MY SCHOOL WORK TO DO YOUR WORK AND STAY UP EVERY NIGHT TILL 3 AM IN THE FUCKING MORNING DOING MY WORK!......so be considered...and let me go....i will not do it...

thats all for today....and who ever i am talking now....please....fuck yourself....

Crimson Moon

few night ago, i saw a crescent moon which shinning ever so fade. its not an ordinary sight, its crimson. maybe its the clouds and the mixture of the yellow glow emitted by the moon. the sight send a chill up my spine.

today, i see the same old moon which glowing dully again.

for normal days, the moon would glow all by itself while the other stars covered by the clouds or the atmosphere is too thick for the fade shine of a twinkle star.

tonight, like always the moon expected to be glowing alone in the night sky till the break of dawn when her friend would take her shift. tonight she was glowing ever so brightly, i can't seems to find the reason why.

as the other stars was covered by the clouds, except for one. it was shinning brightly along with her.

is this how mother nature tell us that, no matter how lonely we get, there is always someone or something supporting us and rooting for us while others turn their backs.

i was about to sleep and as i stare into the night sky, i notice the moon and there is a single star shinning by her side.

thanks to the scene, i get a very nice inspiration.

the star and the moon, what an odd couple.

accidentally in love

yes....a few days ago....i don't know that this song even exist....and now its stuck in my head.....its playing in my head over and over again....not that its a bad thing, in fact its a nice thing~

song is Accidentally In Love by Counting Crows Shrek 2 OST

Lyrics.
So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love

Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no

Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love

Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love [x7]

Accidentally

I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally [x2]

Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her

Love ...I'm in love