the truth behind the smile

Why do i have to smile when i am sad, bored, angry, and other emotions besides happy? I don't want any sympathy from you i hate it when they start to give me advises and other crap to make me feel better. To tell you the truth...its not helping its just make it worst. Why do you people still wanna ask what happened? Can you help me if you know? How about i tell you i broke up? can you get me another one? why not you just say other things to let me think other things instead. Why do i have to tolerate when someone that keep saying shit that i don't want to know, do they really deserve my tolerance? Now i remember, because i don't wanna lost a friend if i fight back and say more shit to them or fight back for myself and you would think i am being a pussy and being unreasonable. who is being unreasonable. Why don't i fight for myself? Because you behave like a child and never think about others all you think is about yourself never care about others feeling. I DON'T WANNA BE A JOKE! what will you feel if you are a living joke. think about it