another hope down the fucking drain. why the fuck parents have to give fake hope to their own children. i know its stupid i say this.

i spend countless sleepless night hoping i would get my PS3. its been 3 weeks since she ask me to ask for the price for PS3. and know she is refusing to get it for me. i don't know how i gonna spend my half of my holidays.

i would love to go out but everytime there is a plan and people will shoot you down last minute so i would just stay at home a watch the tele as it loop the same movies again and again. well probably i would think of a way to rot or maybe try something new.

but there is always restrictions made by my dad who is of the window. come on i mean a kid get ear piercing why not i? a kid get a PS3 why not i?

if you wanna compare kids here i would put you on the line and compare you with their parents. you have the word "outdated" written all over your face. other parents play game why not you? other parents don't smoke why not you? other parent don't give their children fake hope why not you?

if you wanna compare i can write an encyclopedia about you and compare a better parents then you are you fucking Hippocrates. you can be stupid on purpose and why not us? don't give me the same reason saying its for your own good. MY ASS! hear me? i will say it again MY FUCKING ASS!

so readers if your parent are like that i have 1 piece of advise for you. be rebellious as much as you can. you don't have to care for their feelings as they would care for you? all they want is a peaceful retirement where endless flow of money from you when you find yourself a job. Kai is right about this point. parent don't care about your future. all they want to go around the world when they retire hoping us their children to post them money every week.

till next time more about parents