Hate, loathe or despite?

i am not sure anymore, i should move out when i am in college or not. i can't stand my parent's shit anymore.

first watching tv peacefully and when they come home.

Dad enters the house after locking the locks and shit.
Dad: AIYA! forget my specs.....
Me:......*continue watching tv*
Dad: Ah Keat! can you help me go get my glasses?
Me: WHAT?! no way i am watching tv peacefully! go get your own.
Dad: the movie you watch can repeat ma!

why the fuck you have to ask me to do this shit? why can't you get it yourself? why do you have to lock all the locks and forget? am i your fucking dog or your son?
you jealous i can watch TV peacefully is it?
thats why i start to hate kids, eventually they will hate me back just like i hate my dad right now or even my parents.

you give birth to a child and ask him to do this and that....fuck you, if you can't understand certain things i am glad i could help but this minor shit you ask me to do, like fetching you your newspaper, getting your specs everytime you come into the house licking everything and ask me to open it again and get your glasses and lock everything back.

you even wake me up to help you lock the door and you watching TV downstairs.
what the fuck are you thinking?

NOW DOGS! awwwhhhhh they are so damn cute!

fuck yeah they're cute and noisy, barking mad in 5 AM in the morning waking the whole house?! isn't it cute?

since it like to be outta the cage so damn much, its sleeping outside the house with my big dad'o dog! cute huh? see how that bitch like it now?