alright here is are some pictures....quite old but not sure i post it here yet.....

post that related to the previous post.

from kai's blog.

when a man make it too straight, like me who hates people to beat around the bush.
woman will say, "why are you so straight?"
so woman like mysterious guys huh?
then if you can get one then good for you,
but you must put this into your heads, not just your ego.
mysterious guys= great!

as kai said;"For every action, there is an equally opposite reaction"
who knows those "mysterious guys" will dump you when they got bored of you.

so think about it.

if you girls out there who thinks i am a pure sucker then you girls try to find a guy and when that really happened, don't bother crying. if everything does work out as you planned, good for you.

today had been, maybe a depressing i guess....

not sure what hit me, but i know something big hit me yet i don't realize it at all. as i kept listening to the song playing, it make me think alot, as if i never thought of such things before.

its really hard to put it in words, even Shakespeare might not even come out a word for this weird feeling. maybe people grow up as nature already set it but somehow there is something within me that is stopping it.

sometimes being childish and immaturity doesn't have to be necessary to be care-free and always have to be happy-go-lucky. people will not take it seriously even you put on a serious face. they will just take your words as joke.

i am not sure if people are using me as a tool of entertainment. when you're gone people beg for you to come back as they thought it will be fun when you're around. basically they just wanted you to fill up the space they suddenly thought of. when you're there, they might not even know you are there. when i say a joke and being childish in there, they will laugh and you start to think, "hey i am something after all in them" such a fool i am to think of such....i finally ran out of words for this.

no one gonna remember me, as i am the backdrop in an act. no one gonna take it serious, especially from the fool from the streets.

will anyone believe me when i say the sky is falling? will anyone take my word that i will find a fallen star? will anyone trust me when i see an angel decent upon me saying that the human-race will be wiped out except me?

tell me when your hearts are open to except a fool's word. any fool, me, a beggar, a mad man, anyone at all. the most important thing, do you believe in your own words.

is it human's nature?

and i do not want anyone to feel sorry or guilty, this is just merely what i think and words from a fool.

-Han-

landscape pictures~

okay i am being tagged by this girl.....man....anyway this is most probably my first....
and you know most of the answer will not make any sense at all.

1) Do you believe in god?
i think so, most probably HE is sitting there watching and laughing at out miseries.

2) What is your favorite thing to do?
drawing...(currently)

3) If you are given a chance to reverse your life, will you go back to the past?
Who would give me this chance? if there is no, why bother changing if shit already happened....and most probably you will make it worse.

4) What would you do if you were to die tomorrow?
spend time with my love ones.

5) Is there someone in your heart now?
Yes, my PS3

6) Do you feel loved in this world.
yeap, even its out of this world.

7) What are you afraid to lose the most?
my memories.

8) What are you feel like doing right now?
improve my drawings.

9) If there is someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
i am not sure whether she will like me back or not, i will do it until i am 100% sure that she love me in return, no point saying something that might even effect your friendship.

10)List 5 Things that you like in a guy/girl
I- her smile
II-her eyes
III-her sense of humor
IV-things that she did that i like about her. (hahahahah)
V-maybe her body......(hey i am guy alright, its perfectly normal aye?)

11)what are the requirements that you not wish from your other half?
i don't really know....i like everything about me.....i am who i am

12)What do you think purpose in life?
humor god....

13)Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?
yes, myself

14)If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
better off eat absolutely nothing.

15)If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
Money=happiness.

16)If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to chance?
soft-spot for everyone.

17)What is the most prized possession that you wish you can bring to heaven?
my PSP, heaven might be a boring place.....

18)Am i a romantic person?
No i am not.

19)What is the one thing you love about yourself?
my creativity i think....

20)Do you ever regret together with your ex before?
very tough question, tell you next time!

Tag
-zhin ee
-Junne
-Kai
-fatman
-thinman

Hate, loathe or despite?

i am not sure anymore, i should move out when i am in college or not. i can't stand my parent's shit anymore.

first watching tv peacefully and when they come home.

Dad enters the house after locking the locks and shit.
Dad: AIYA! forget my specs.....
Me:......*continue watching tv*
Dad: Ah Keat! can you help me go get my glasses?
Me: WHAT?! no way i am watching tv peacefully! go get your own.
Dad: the movie you watch can repeat ma!

why the fuck you have to ask me to do this shit? why can't you get it yourself? why do you have to lock all the locks and forget? am i your fucking dog or your son?
you jealous i can watch TV peacefully is it?
thats why i start to hate kids, eventually they will hate me back just like i hate my dad right now or even my parents.

you give birth to a child and ask him to do this and that....fuck you, if you can't understand certain things i am glad i could help but this minor shit you ask me to do, like fetching you your newspaper, getting your specs everytime you come into the house licking everything and ask me to open it again and get your glasses and lock everything back.

you even wake me up to help you lock the door and you watching TV downstairs.
what the fuck are you thinking?

NOW DOGS! awwwhhhhh they are so damn cute!

fuck yeah they're cute and noisy, barking mad in 5 AM in the morning waking the whole house?! isn't it cute?

since it like to be outta the cage so damn much, its sleeping outside the house with my big dad'o dog! cute huh? see how that bitch like it now?

My unsung life-

never known what i am capable at, why compare my capabilities with someone else?

is that person good at what i am capable of?

am i not good enough?

so is that person perfect?

i know i am imperfect and you are the same as i am, imperfect.

i have not brought any victory, so what?

you want victory? go get it yourself.

now i intro you guy my newest idol beside tetsuya nomura, hideo kojima, Da Vinci, megaman creator (forgot his name), the one create Ace Combat series (don't know his name) and Nobuo. HERE HE IS! KATSUYA TERADA! man his artworks rocks even though there is some nudity but his artworks are awesome! http://artbookarchive.blogspot.com/2007/09/katsuya-terada-artbook-and-art.html

please be warn, these pictures contain nudity and parental guidance is required.

SPM or not SPM my only hope is that i would able to produce artwork half as beautiful as his.

OKAY GUY I AM BACK WITH MORE WALLPAPERS~ still working on JUNNE'S wallpaper okay here you go,SAVE THE WORLD